Welcome
to Hell 🖤
About me
Hello! Welcome to my carrd! My name is Maddie, but you can call me ruby, lilith, or any of the nicknames listed below. I'm a stupid goth e-girl who likes to draw both art of my ocs and fanart. However, I would really appreciate it if you follow my social medias for all my works and not for one specific media alone. I also plan to make an animation series in the future after i graduate college i hope. Not only do I draw, I'm also practicing animation and write fanfics! Feel free to browse my page for more~! 🖤🩸
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Basic info
🍷 Real name: Maddie
🍷 other names: ruby + lilith + katty + marley + rotty + eris
🍷20 years old
🍷 female
🍷 she/her/hers
🍷 white
🍷demisexual demiromantic
🍷 diagnosed with adhd
Links
DO NOT INTERACT IF:
🔪you're racist, ableist, lgbtphobic, exclu, sexist, terf/swerf, antisemetic, mysoginistic, anti-feminist (but not radfem), or if you're a bigot in general
🔪You support cringe culture
🔪You're anti-acab, support all lives matter and/or blue lives matter and not black lives matter
🔪You're map/no-map/a fucking pedophile
🔪you're a zoophile
🔪You're a proshipper/anti-anti/pro-fiction, support lolicon/shotacon or glamorize anything problematic
🔪you're ddlg/ddlb/mdlg/mdlb, abdl, cgl
🔪You're a fujoshi or fundashi or some sick fuck who fetishizes lgbt relationships
🔪you're a republican/conservative, trump supporter
🔪Use slurs that you cannot reclaim and do it as a way to be a bigot
🔪You complain/harass me for one of my interests
🔪You're under 14
🔪You're an nsfw/kink account (it triggers my hypersexuality, an unhealthy coping mechanism i'm trying to recover from. if you have a sfw account follow me with that instead!)
🔪You are a Dream stan or support dreamsmp
before you follow
⚰️i might not post art constantly because i have low motivation. i'm only taking my time so please be patient.
⚰️i post/reblog dark content on all of my social medias like gore, violence, horror, and suggestive things (but not nsfw!!!). i also keep posting/reblogging said content to a minimum and i am sure to give it the proper tags. I also post vents/vent art to cope and it may come off as disturbing. do not follow for your own safety if you're triggered by the topics listed!
⚰️since i have adhd, i also have really bad rsd (rejection sensitive dysphoria). i react badly to rejection, negative reactions (anger mostly), and harsh criticisms. it's overwhelming and painful for me- it feels like being stabbed by a thousand knives, and I start crying, panicking, and apologizing over and over. Sorry if I sound dramatic, but RSD is a serious matter to me- so please be patient with me. To prevent triggering my rsd: if i'm doing something wrong or get heavily misinformed on something, please calmly and kindly, tell me what it is (preferably in dms) and give me reassurance that you're not mad at me. It would mean a whole lot.
⚰️Please use tone indicators for me if you interact with or follow me! Again, I have RSD.
⚰️I will start to feel bad if you say anything negative about a media or characters I like. It triggers me and sometimes I can't tell if it's a joke or not. If you do that and interact with me, I will most likely ghost you or softblock you. However, you're allowed to criticize anything and have opinions on it. This is just for my comfort and I know you mean no harm in it, so don't be offended if I avoid you. I'm sorry if this makes me sound whiny, but I don't ever wanna feel like shit for liking something.
⚰️please educate yourself on rsd if you don't know what it is! Here's a link: https://www.webmd.com/add-adhd/rejection-sensitive-dysphoria
My interests/hyperfixations
☠️cartoons/animation/anime
☠️horror
☠️slashers
☠️true crime (i do not associate myself with the creeps that romanticize killers /srs)
☠️cults
☠️cryptids
☠️monsters
☠️clowns
☠️plushies
☠️retro stuff
my favorite fandoms/franchises
keys: 🖤 = hyperfixating, 🌸 = comfort
it🌸
sanrio
cookie run 🖤🌸
Courage the Cowardly Dog 🖤🌸
animaniacs 🖤🌸
Pinky and the Brain 🖤🌸
creepshow🌸
osomatsu-san
Minecraft 🌸
the book of life 🌸
happy tree friends
Animal Crossing
The Walten Files
Five Nights at Freddy's
Ghostbusters
I'll be sure to add on to this section in the future!
my favorite music/bands
🥀zella day
🥀black dresses
🥀Billie Eilish
🥀jack stauber
🥀ghostemane
🥀insane clown posse
🥀gorillaz
🥀ashnikko
🥀slipknot
🥀100 gecs
🥀lemon demon
🥀IC3PEAK
🥀Prince
🥀80's music
🥀glitchcore
🥀corpse
🥀crystal castles
🥀Jazmin Bean
aesthetics
✖️goth
✖️bastardcore
✖️lovecore
✖️clowncore
✖️vampirecore
✖️devilcore
✖️weirdcore
✖️dreamcore
✖️scenecore
✖️eyestrain
✖️liminal spaces
✖️webcore
